Fuck I hate people. Hate that I care and hate that I really couldn't give a shit bout ridiculous matters. Way easier to walk away than to stay and fight. And I hate that people have managed to get under my skin. Or rather person. Fuck person. Fuck this entire thing. I need a break from everything. I need to create a new bubble. I need to sort out my head. So confused. Love Kent. Love Du & Jag Doden. And I love my life. And this new bubble of mine. Obviously.

Ridiculous how tired I am. Need food. Need coffee. Need to finish Sale. A few more hours in a day would indeed be highly appreciated.

But see so very pretty.

So a Sunday like this one I have eaten breakfast and dropped Kriztin and Stefan at the airport and shall now be studying the last three chapters of Insurance Law, finish watching Notorious and make some awesome playlists to my itunes, which just happen to decide to fuckup a day like this one and delete all songs in the gallery. And yes, not spend time with any people. Oh I love days like these.

So yes I do indeed love this life of mine. Hotel-breakfast tomorrow. Awesomeness to have friends sometimes! Now some Swedish-time. Booooya!

Helo. I helgen ska jag plugga. Typ och mest hela tiden. Och ga ut och ata middag med nya manniskor. Och stanga av min mobil. Och bli en sadan dar egenhandigt isolerad individ. Sa det sa! Forsakringsjuridik tenta pa mandag. Vilken lyx jag vet! Iallafall, tjingtjong!

Awfully extremely tired and stuck under my duvet watching Butterfly Effect and drinking coffee/red wine in order to gain some kind of motivation to start going through the last of Business Entities one final time. And I got 82% for accounting. Terribly happy!

 
So since I got home I have been doing absolutely nothing except spoken to Frida. Very exciting indeed and oh so unproductive. I need to finish Insurance and Partnerships and go over the theory for accounting. Accounting Semester Test 1 on Friday. Highly Exciting.....NOT. Very well, nothing new on this side of the planet. Nothing new at all actually. Or, I have met a Swedish person. Rather chilled individual who claims to know how to make semlor. I'm overjoyed! But since it hasn't happened yet I'm a tad in doubt regarding this statement. Reckon my myself and my cookbook may manage to pull it off aswell. Today I have also done 4 loads of washing. Rather fabulous. And tomorrow I shall be trying out the handwash function on this machine of mine, as noone seem to be washing clothes by hand down here, fingers crossed that it doesn't become a fuckup. Anything else? I do spend an awfully lot of time at the library, thus the lack of response from calls, emails and messages. I'm simply too lazy. Tomorrow I shall be paying bills, sorting out this broken tyre of mine (still rather excited I have been through a flat tyre waha!) and then spending, once again, an awfully lot of time at the university.

For now. Tjingtjong.

So lately I've been rather ecstatic about life. And apart from the fact I'm spending most of it at the library, well it's rather awesome..

Today I'm scared. (I hate feelings.) And rather upset with the world. And I should probably sleep. That's all.

So tired. So confused. So sickn'tired of everything. Need a break. Shall take a break. And a few sleeping pills. Cause I'm worth it. Or something. When I'm a tad more energetic I shall post the photos from Jason's b-day. They are rather gorgeous!

I break, I borrow, I live, I loose
I break, I’m hollowed, I’m dead, confused
I’ll find you

What is love and what’s it for
I’m stuck outside an open door
And no one’s come to get me yet
I never got a second bet
I’m welcomed to your fantasy
If only she was make-believe
Oh what is love and what’s it for?
Oh take me back and do me more
Ooh take me back and do me more

I break, I borrow, I live, I loose
I break, I’m hollowed, I’m dead, Confused
I’ll find you

Once you’re here you’re never gone
Oh, once you’re here you’re never gone
I fall from in out the cold
A piece of me that I can’t hold
I love you as I loose you more
I break outside this open door
Catch me as I wash away
Oh, catch me as I wash away
Ooh, catch me as I wash away

I break, I borrow, I live, I loose,
I break, I’m hollowed, I’m dead, confused

I break, I’m hollowed, I’m dead, confused
I’ll find you

It's been rather chaotic lately. I love this man though. And August Rush.

There's a bunch of things I wish I did better. Self-discipline is somewhere right on top of that list. And handle feelings better. Like alot better. Anyways. The past days have been rather amazing, or well, my happiness-level has been top notch. Crazy stuff. And now I shall be seeing Cathy, it's been a while. Gosh I don't know what to say. Yesterday I got a flat tyre. That was exciting hahaha. Otherwise all I have to say is that university sucks and I'm happy. Tjingtjong!

23:28

pooo

23:28

pooopooooo!

23:28

monkeypooooo

dancing monkeypoooo

yaaay

23:30

greeeen poooo

23:30

noooo

eeeewwwww

23:31

yeeeeeeees, its greeeen, the poooooo

23:31

nooo not the monkeypoooo

23:31

is it reeeeed?

23:31

purpleeeee:D

23:32

buuuuuuuut does it sparkle?

23:33

only sometimes, if it doesn't dance

but mostly it dances

it does however have red shiny shoes

23:33

oooh

shiny shoooooes...

23:33

yaaaayyyy

23:34

is the monkey on a boat?

23:34

no in a airballooon!

23:34

my friend the lama in on a boat.

it poops rainbows.

23:35

and he had the rumbles only hands could fix?

would you believe it if i said it was......strawberry milkshake?

23:36

oh yes, i would believe you

but only of you would believe me when i say that it's topped by magic mushrooms

and umbrellaberry frosting

23:37

ooooh the shiny kind?

23:37

the VERY shiny kind

23:38

i like umbrellaberry.......

is it all colours of the rainbow?

23:39

even more colours than those of the rainbow

23:40

oooooh that sparkle? cause i only like strawberry milkshakes that sparkle

and can i get one of those twisted straws?

23:41

it does sparkle, indeed!

Hello. This is a very intelligent conversation between my bestest friend in the whole wide world and myself. This is also why she is the bestest thing I know. Bye bye.