Thursday, February 10
So explain to me how the goddamn hell I always find myself in this mess?! And how it is possible for me to only have a remote interest in someone who is too busy to even pick up the phone and not in anyone who takes me on helicopter-rides (awesomeness I'm highly aware of that), takes me out to eat, actually makes an effort. Is it too easy? Too familiar? What the hell am I doing?! And why do I not have any feelings? Where are the butterflies? Suppose I'm as lost as always.
