We went to the library today, Paulina and myself. Merely because my internet wasn't working and urgent emails were to be sent. The horrible lump I got in my stomach as we entered the building made me realise some things are just not worth the pain they cause. How the time has passed, days, weeks, months really, and still it's the same. More significantly, I once again realised my head is going to win this war. It just has to. Luckily it gets easier every day.
Tomorrow we are buying shoes. Happiness in a box. Big fish - Swedish fish - Cardboard box!
Another day I shall retell the stories of how you manage to spend days on a yacht, fight about nothing, breakup, almost get killed by the animals that killed Mufasa, almost get a flat tyre next to a giraffe, hoot at elephants because they were looking the wrong way, listen to Swedish House Mafia, leave the beach for ice cream, design jewellery, consume anything with alcohol, get called whores and chased out like dogs, watch penguin-apartments, have picnics, eat lots&lots of seafood and trying desperately to forget something that never was, all in a few weeks time..
Until then...remember to always wear two pair of pants when you play golf....in case you get a hole in one.
