So let's be completely honest for a while. I'm terribly stressed out due to 4 tests this week, and 2 deadlines. I don't sleep anymore, therefore I pass out as soon as I come close to anything which is remotely inviting to rest my head against. I don't think my marks are reflecting the time I put down on studying, which is terribly frustrating. I am anti-people, and due to this new thing I'm trying out with being nice to people it has resulted in me zoning out, not speaking and pretty much walking past everyone that doesn't throw something at me. And I might be head over heels with someone who really couldn't care less. Oh yes, I need to change two of my car's tyres, but I don't really have time to drive there and wait for 30 minutes which it takes for them to sort it out, because that is 30 minutes which I could have spent in the library. Other than that my life is amazing. To conclude. Every smile I give people is rather fake. And every cheerful thing I say is to tell myself not to start crying because I've once again put too much on my plate. On Saturday am I going to the orphanage to play with the kids. It makes me forget my misery.
