It's insane how quick my mood changes lately. Happy goes sad goes upset and then back to happy. But I'm happy right now. Really confused but oh so happy.
I'm a fucking mess. Not only is my life a mess. Now I'm seriously pissed with myself for actually caring about others. What was this necessary for? Anyway, after getting screwed by accounting more than repeatedly, I'm officially over it. Guess I'll be doing that course for the rest of my life. Oh the joy!
So lately everything has been a huge mess. Now however it's starting to clear up. Next week is the week for re-establishing my awesome driving-skills! Otherwise there's not much to tell. I'm as single as can be again. And I almost understand the accounting. So finger's crossed that I'll pass the next test.
First they put away the dealers.
Then they put away the prostitutes.
Then they shot the bums and beat and bashed the queers.
Turned away asylumseekers.
Fed us suspicious and fears.
We didn't raise our voices.
We didn't make a fuss.
It's funny. In the end there was no one there to rescue us.
I've realised lately how much I miss my siblings. It's not always such a joy staying by yourself. Not to insult the people staying here. But it's not even close to being the same as staying at home without parents.
