Hello. Today is a very good day. Byebye.

 Hello I have a new watch. It's awesome. And this is very adorable. Over n Out.

This is my sister. She is weird. But rather lovable. Although mostly weird. And entertaining obviously.

It's not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It's about the ride. And when you least expect something great might come along. Something better than what you even planned for.

So I'm in this ridiculously happy mood today! Thus the awesomeness of photobooth pictures, waaaay too kind of me I know (my personal favourite is obviously no 1)! Rainbows and little ponnies haha. Now I shall listen to Flo Rida and try to stay in front of my books for more than 10 minutes!

So it feels something like what I can imagine losing your virginity through an accident, as in he tripped and she fell, would feel. I'm rather confused. Nothing new that is. Schrodinger's Cat FTW!

So I'm craving attention and I'm honestly contemplating Balizza. But instead I shall be spending this evening with a cup of coffee, finishing the last of the insurance law notes and read 10 pages managerial economics. Damn I feel pathetic. And my feet are rather cold. And I'm lonely. Hate this feeling which doesn't seem to disappear. A constant companion. Would prefer something remarkable to happen but it just doesn't seem to be meant for me lately. A constant blur of what I know it should be. Hate that feeling of SHOULD. As if anything I do isn't enough because it should feel like this. Because you have been spending too much time with that person you should feel like that. And because you are not spending enough time with that person you should behave like this. And I don't know anything anymore. The feeling of happiness isn't constant. Maybe it isn't the right thing after all.. Fuck I just want to cry. But the tears seem to have dried up a long time ago.

 
So I have a shoe-crisis. I NEED a pair of white ballerinas. And a pair of beige/light-brown stilettos. And a cardigan with pattern. What else is new? I need to clear out some more things from my wardrobe, and shoe-chest, and get some ambition to open a book for longer than 10 minutes. Procrastination-Queen. That's all. Oh and my breakfast consisted of a cup of coffee with milk, corn flakes and milk to the soundtrack of PLAYLIST >> BURN >> 1. For those who finds that interesting. Now playing is Glorious by Andreas Johnson, or no, change of track... Now playing is Secret by The Veronicas. Tjolahopp!

Day 20 – This month

February 2011. So yes I did type 2010 first.... Time flies haha. Third year BCom Law. Hopefully final year BCom Law. Fingers crossed or something. I don't even know what has happened.. Lets add some photos and visualise what this goldfish memory of mine can't remember.

 

So yes it's been alot of rugby (or......ehm......beer consumption....), and games played, and even more times where the camera have been forgotten in the car, the batteries have died, or just not bothered with due to lack of female company. Need more girlie friendlings! Apart from the fact I spend way too much time in the company of accounting related individuals this month has so far been rather awesome indeed!

Day 19 – Something you regret

Since I'm apparently starting to grow a conscience lately (the horror! the horror!) I would say the people I've hurt who didn't deserve it. And perhaps not staying in Norway for one more year. Otherwise I believe all the stupid things I've done have gotten me to the place where I'm at today. Rather crappy place, but it could probably be worse with my luck. After all you don't appreciate something until it's gone.

Day 18 – Your favorite birthday

My 18th. Haha still love reading the book everyone filled in about their sexual adventures. Hahahaha, and Mando Diao! Good times indeed! Pity those photos seem to be long gone though.

After 2 hours of sleep I shall be a very much efficient individual and bond with my books. Love this. Not boring at all. Love BCom Law. Lovelovelove! Apparently it's all in the mindset. Love insurances. Especially insurance law. And Financial Markets. It's the bestest thing in the world. So that shall be enough of sarcasm for one evening. Monkeypoo!

12 hours at varsity. Oh the joy! Don't know what I would do without coffee! There's moments like this I wish I had a tad more energy in me. Need food....

Even a good decision made for the wrong reason is a bad decision.

There's a spark in you, you just gotta ignite the light and let it shine!
Today have been consisting of the market (mother; can't find the little black people) and watching Love and Other Drugs with Elm. Now a freshly made cup of coffee, corn flakes and milk and booksbooksbooks. Lecture at 7.45 tomorrow. Oh the joy!

Such a waste of a day. Now I need to sleep. Tonight Cubana & Gondwana haha. Can't be anything else but epic!

Goddamn I'm tired. Over varsity and would give my left arm to have an individual cooking for me. Need food. Need energy. What would I do without coffee?! Otherwise I'm rather happy after a catastrophic break-down yesterday. I need to fetch my duvet. Need some heat. Living in this bunker of mine. Now back to sorting out this so called life of mine, or rather lack of life.