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I shall be becoming a skinnybitch so that I can get a new tattoo. That's a fact. So today I have eaten. A can of tuna. An avocado. An orange. Two eggs. And thousand cups of coffee. Hell to the fuck I am so full right now.

Now I need to continue studying. Hate re-exams. Stupidstupidstupid questions that I didn't know the answer to!

So personal financial planning. And tax. Be nice to me. Please.

Ahh. Too much coffee today! And my place is too goddamn dirty that I don't know where to look anymore without wanting to kill myself. Need a bath. Toodels!

Tired of this god awful rain that just doesn't seem to stop. Don't really want to study. But don't want to be a bum either. Spent way too long time walking in a way too steep angle today. Will most certainly die tomorrow. Have booked a flight home. Although no money is being withdrawn from my account. It is a mystery indeed! Busy being fascinated over these amazing notes of mine. Pity it didn't exactly help much. Busy drinking coffee and starving. Need that tattoo on skinny ribs. Thus; starvation and excessive exercise for the coming month....if not longer.....need to purchase carrots. Miss Max like crazy and hate my phone and the fact it doesn't want to bluetooth the pictures from East London and last night to my computer. Other than that? Tomorrow I shall be a dedicated geek, write on Tuesday and Wednesday, thereafter decorate my flat and hopefully do some washing.

Back in civilisation after a trip which can't be described with words nor photos. No geyser. No electricity. No running water in the bathroom. There was however plenty of racism flowing from every direction. Thank god for Chiano Sky! <3

So Museigh and I are going for a road trip. Shall be back on Friday or so.

So I'm back to almost having a structured everyday life. Tired of my phone so I'm avoiding it. Joined a new gym. PT appointment tomorrow at 10. Heaven knows how this is going to work out. Went grocery-shopping and have cleaned out every box in this apartment and tried to find a new sofa. Mission impossible apparently. Other than that I'm reading The Interrogator's War, inside the secret war against Al Qaeda. And I finally found the Aung San Suu Kyi book...only 16 days to have it delivered haha!

I'm so tired. I want to slit my wrists and just go to sleep. How is it possible that I am stuck with two re-exams? Oh yes, because I didn't have 40% for the exams. How the fuck that is possible? Well heaven fucking knows. Am I almost done with even trying to finish varsity? Yes. A hundred times yes.

Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking about tomorrow
'Cause you were the same as me
But on your knees

A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon
That was your womb

Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer

You know the lies they always told you 
And the love you never knew
What's the things they never showed you
That swallowed the light from the sun
Inside your room

Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer

And there's no time left for losin'
When you stand they fall

Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder

All because I'm
Comin' down the years turn over 
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go and lead you home and
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me

On holiday! Busy avoiding unnecessary people, reading books and watching a ridiculous amount of series.