There's no mercy for me
No crying myself to sleep
No mercy for me
Nightmares have become my dreams
No mercy for me
Good morning reality
Will I wake we'll never know
I'm late for my date with destiny
Let me go
Let me go
You've got to let me go
Right or wrong
Let me go
I'm on my path
Let me go

My mama loved me more than I do
She said you pap was just like you
Trapped in a vicious circle
Jesus youngest disciple
Tell the judge if he throwed the book at me
Make it the bible
Start calling myself the king
For lack of a better title
Loyal beyond belief to my detriment
It's so vital I change or blow opportunities
Like a choir recital
Now while I do not care who telling
Meanwhile selling powder puts food in the bellies
Well it's unfortunate
The orphanage couldn't keep up the mortgages
Kid go to school stupid they teachers ignoring it
Sorta just doomed, forced into being a goon, selling kush in a jar
Mixing up (guitar?) in a balloon
Consumed with the same way of life I left
Everything I know now learned by myself
All you see are the whips
The Maseratis Ferraris
So they don't sympathise
Don't nobody feel sorry
No mercy

There's no mercy for me
No crying myself to sleep
No mercy for me
Nightmares have become my dreams
No mercy for me
Good morning reality
Will I wake we'll never know
I'm late for my date with destiny
Let me go
Let me go
You've got to let me go
Right or wrong
Let me go
I'm on my path
Let me go

Everybody's standing and waiting an they're hating
Gospels say they should forgive me
They'd rather hand me to satan
Blatant displays the day of hypocrisy
Boy you got to be kidding
Could it be possibly the second coming of Pac is me?
Remember That
When he was here
And when he died you realized you need him here
God with me partner
Ain't no one for me to fear
Hindsight 20/20
Future not as clear
But I'm a rider till i die
Put bullets 'tween my eye
I just ask that I can make my peace with god and say goodbye
Forgot the world like lady Di
Hone the day he died
His wife and sons and daughters know that every day he tried
To be a person nah they wanted better verses
They could market to the merchants
But when they closed curtains
You could be for certain ain't nobody perfect
But when you're rich nobody gives a shit
No Mercy

There's no mercy for me
No crying myself to sleep
No mercy for me
Nightmares have become my dreams
No mercy for me
Good morning reality
Will I wake we'll never know
I'm late for my date with destiny
Let me go
You've got to let me go
Let me go
Let me go
Let me go

Paul Varjak: You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-you-are? You're chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, "Okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness." You call yourself a free spirit, a "wild thing," and you're terrified somebody's gonna stick you in a cage. Well baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somali-land. It's wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself.
[takes out the ring and throws it in Holly's lap]

Paul Varjak: Here. I've been carrying this thing around for months. I don't want it anymore.

Feel this. Can you feel this. My heart beating out of my chest. Feel this. Can you feel this. Salvation, under my breath.

I have found the most perfect dress ever. Now all I need are a pair of red shoes and a white pearl bracelet. Other than that; I'm rather confused.

It's gotta be just right. Soul and spirit. Chord and lyrics. What if I told you that innocence is yours. And the beauty you have now is brighter than before.

bawawo!

.....the things you go through to avoid pregnancy.........

hmmmmmm. perhaps it's better ignoring the fact and remain in the illusion of what could have been, would life not have interrupted it. or perhaps it's better to remove any what if labels. or perhaps i could just realise i'm not 18 any longer and grow the fuck up.



....perhaps.

Ah finally some new technology! Goddamn crazy beautiful!

Day 28 – Something that you miss

As I have managed to have two lifes on opposite sides of the globe, there's always something, someone that I miss. Like now, although I'm extremely pleased to be away from PE, I miss my life there. And when I'm in PE, I miss my family.

After all, there's always someone leaving.. Question is if it's worth the effort or better to let go.

Day 27 – Your favourite place

Normally. I like to be alone. Take a breather from the outside world. It comes and goes really though. Depending on the mood I'm in, my favourite place might be a bath tub filled with bubbles, surrounded by candles, or a club, dancing with my shoes off, or in a movie theatre with a slush puppy, or in front of the fire place with Vogue and a cup of coffee.

I'm weird like that. However, the people close to me can usually sense when it's time to back off.

What I can say though, is that I'm rather lonely alone than in someone's company. And I love to be quite with people without it being awkward.

So it's not so much where, as it is with whom.

What's happened so far in this country of Sweden?

 First stop : Gavle golf course!

With : Father and Brother

On the road :

Second stop : Hudiksvall - Dunka Plat!

Excursion : Found; Fish & Ice Cream
With : Brother and Grandmother

To do during the days : Compete!
- Krocket
- Boule
- Card games
- Domino ....... With : Brother

Best thing about Swedish summer?
               Buy Ice Cream :
STEP 1: Order ice cream:

STEP 2 : Find place to consume this ice cream :

STEP 3 : With a nice view :

STEP 4 : EAT!

Discuss the happenings in the world :
With : Brother and granny :

And all of this took place at this little summer house of ours : The Harte! :

 

 And then we said bye bye :

......and then we were back on the road!

To visit mother dearest :

Say hello to her apartment-house and her car :

....And after one night with her I am now in the house... with my sister :

.....she is completely normal.....