I MADE IT I MADE IT I MAAAADE ITTTT!!!!!!

Whoopwhoopwhoop! Life is pretty good right now waaaa!!

So much chaos. Matt and I are about as finished as a couple could ever have been. The marks are still not out. I've spent tons of time at the abused women centre and now I'm at home, watching Suits and trying to pick which shoes to pack and what outfit to wear.

So I can't sleep, thus I'm cleaning. Busy with my second load of washing and it's 8.01. Now I'm eating toasted ciabatta bread with raspberry-jam and coffee meanwhile trying to figure out what I'm supposed to do with my life.

Watched movies with Elm yesterday; Snow White and the Huntsman & Puncture. Snow White wasn't too bad at all! Puncture on the other hand was slightly lame, but with a valid message I suppose.

Otherwise I've realised nachos isn't my thing anymore since Nay and I went to Cubana on Friday and I couldn't even finish half my plate. Such a disappointment really! Then Elm and I packed her things together and her car is currently filled to the breaking-point with everything from shoes to kitchen appliances to the chair she has lying in the passenger seat, went to Spur for supper and News Cafe for a drink. Yesterday we did absolutely nothing but went to Nando's for supper and watched the movies. And today she's leaving for Oudts and I shall be vacuuming, dusting and mopping. The rate this place gets dirty still amazes me! Furthermore I'm almost done packing; it's down to the final decision of which handbag shall I be travelling with and which shoes shall I bring with...decisionsdecisions!

So the results are published next week. Until then I will be pounding grape. Tata!

DOOOOONE!

Or well, finger's crossed until the results are out. So far I've bonded with tequila. And that's about all I can tell for sure. The blue marks on my body confirm I seem to have been fallen around more than usual. It's all a mystery really. Other than this I can inform you that I have tried to start packing. Let's just say, I'll try again a little bit later. Then I am going to purchase christmas gifts and hopefully receive this alleged parcel which is about....two months too late....and according the webpage have been in transit from Joburg since the 2nd November. It must be growing legs and walking here itself. Also I've been baking! A cardamon-cake! Too yummy!

That's about it. I shall try to choose one of the endless amounts of books which mother dearest sent, and make myself a cup of tea and crawl up in bed.

Tomorrow I shall be cleaning. Oh how nice to vacuum and dust away all the exam-stress!

The joy about reading about autonomy, 02.13 in the morning. I mean, it doesn't get much better than this. It involves satisfying one's own preferences rather than having them satisfied by others, and it involves accomplishing things rather than merely enjoying well-being. It's too amazing really. 4 questions a 25 marks. 9.00 in the fucking morning. Lovelovelove!

So there's 13.5 hours left until my last exam.
How much do I know you might wonder.
Well dear admirers it is not as much as one would expect.
I do however know that I have a thousand mosquito-bites.

That's about it.
Farewell.

I found a cap I bought when I was in CT with mother dearest!
Too nice!
Now: Summer's Memorandum, Schooling Vouchers and Unemployment...
Final undergrad - Economics module!
*Finger's Crossed*

So I wake up so an email from one of my professors:

Several students write: “The government must higher more teachers." 

How high?
How must they be lifted, with a rope around their necks?

...then he gets a reply....

Dear Sir
I am sure I am one of those students what we mean is that if the government could invest more on education,to be able to hire more teachers. And maybe give incentives to teachers to inspire them to always do their jobs with passion and determination.

....which he replies to...

Dear Ms Makinza,

Fortunately, a nod is as good as a wink, or, if you allow me to be less modest: a few words to the wise suffice.
 

 ...Ah it's too great to almost be done..!

So Ali and I went to eat. Now I have a food baby. Can barely move. So sad. Watching Boardwalk Empire. Episode 10. Lovelovelove! Contemplating changing into my new sleeping shorts that I got from Nay. And light candles. And make myself a cup of coffee. Ah life is too nice sometimes!

For those who don't know what to get me for my graduation present. Here is an example:

Aaah! There could actually be so that I can graduate next year after all!


Let me walk you through my morning. So I put the alarm on for 5.30 so I can go through all multiple choice questions again as the lecturer have been repeating questions in both semester tests (hello 96% DP!). Press snooze. Press snooze. Press snooze. Glance at the papers but my eyes hurt too much due to lack of sleep. Snooze. Snooze. Snooze. Drag myself out of bed at 8.20. Find a dress and baseball cardigan. Brush my teeth. Trying to find a calculator. Find a calculator. Double check I have my student card. Find sunglasses. Car keys. Grab a croissant and red bull from the fridge. Unlock my door. Step outside. Lock my door. Walk to my car, unlock it and place everything I'm carrying onto the passenger seat. Praise my excellent taste in music when the CD starts playing. Reverse and open the gate simultaneously. Eat the croissant while driving to Summerstrand. Arrive at the Indoor Sport Centre, park as far away as possible....not by choice. Have a smoke while walking to the venue. Find a place to sit. Sit down. Fill out papers of not cheating and what not. 9.00. Receive the paper. Two hours to go. Turn the paper over. Go straight to the long questions..... I UNDERSTAND THE FIRST ONE, I UNDERSTAND THE SECOND ONE, OH MY FUUUUCK I UNDERSTAND THE THIRD ONE ASWELL!!!!! (All inside my head obviously). Answer the questions. Guess my way through MPC as she's merely repeating two questions. Oh the relief!

Now there's only Development and Economic Ethics left on Thursday. But today I shall be resting. Just took a looong shower and busy watching Criminal Minds and drinking coffee. And finally the tap in the kitchen is fixed after some plumber fella was here to sort it out.

So since I'm really not in the mood of studying and Criminal Minds is taking forever to be downloaded.

Here is my latest playlist:

• Maybach Curtains - Meek Mill feat. Nas, John Legend and Rick Ross
• I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy
• You Found Me - The Fray
• Beauty and A Beat - Justin Bieber feat. Nicki Minaj
• Marilyn Monroe - Nicki Minaj
• Reminded - Tyga feat. Adele
• Climax - Usher
• Trust Issues - Drake feat. Justin Bieber
• Clique - Kanye West feat. Jay-Z and Big Sean
• Suddenly I See - KT Tunstall
• Little Too Much - Natasha Bendingfield
• Merry Go Round - The JaneDear Girls
• Up All Night - One Direction
• Everything I Wanna Do - Nickelback
• Diamonds - Rihanna
• As Long As You Love Me - Justin Bieber feat. Big Sean
• Ego - The Sounds
• Get Back Up - T.I. feat. Chris Brown
• Gun Shot - Nicki Minaj
• Holy Ground - Taylor Swift
• All In My Head - Nick Lachey
• Sweetheart - Chris Brown
• Manhattan From The Sky - Kate Voegele

......next week Rihanna's album is coming ooooout!!

Ahh, now I need some more coffee....

So I need to start studying again soon. Memorising 28 answers ftw...!

Anyhow, went and got Nandos and returned Matt's phone. Was waiting in the five-way-crossing and the lady (assuming it was a she...) across seemed to have better things to do than drive so I drove, figured she'll see that and wait... But oh how wrong I was. But suppose she saw me eventually cause I'm still alive and my car don't have more dents than usually. That was about how exciting that trip was.

So labour economics..is about as much fun as one could anticipate I suppose.
Ahh, I just want some holiday. And alcohol. Oh sweetsweet alcohol <3 p="p">

My lips are dry - maybe from missing yours, maybe because of the sun. I'm not sure. Because I know it's for the better that you're not coming back. Because I'm finally too whole to break, and you're too broken to fix.

So Company Law is finished and done with, unless the mark allocation fucked me over totally. Went to watch the Arsenal game after that and met some fella who has two boyfriends and they are all living together. And for that brief second my life seemed so very normal. Then we had supper and I went home to watch the latest episode of Greys and Partners. Woke up this morning and went to print stuff at the labs. I really need to buy ink for my printer...

After a pop-in by Ali I'm trying to focus on Development Economics. Writing on Tuesday and I just want to crawl into a ball until Matt gets back. It is rather surreal how this man has the timing of a god in order to be out of town when I'm turing into a wreck.

Anyway, need some red bull and a bitch slap to get somewhere.

Stuck studying. And eating. That's about all i do. And drink coffee obviously. Feeling like an oversized big mama who's brain is busy decomposing as we speak. But not without the excruciating pain which is making me want to chop off this head of mine.

Tomorrow I'm saving the world then studying some more. It is oh so depressing.

So all DPs are in the baaaaag!

Exams are written as follows:

• Company Law - 10 November - 14.00
• Development Economics - 13 November - 14.00
• Labour Economics - 19 November - 9.00
• Economic and Development Ethics - 22 November - 9.00

Then I'm going to Sweden the 7th December. 

Hopefully with this goddamn BCom Law degree as my new best friend.

What I want for graduation present? 

• Camera
• Watch
• Espresso machine
• New garden
• ....... Or just an indication of the right direction for my life haha.

New painting!

So. Coffee. A woman's best friend.

Sorry for the lack of updates. And lack of presence at Skype. And Whatsapp. Or my Phone in general. And Facebook. And anywhere else anyone might have want to get hold of me. My sincerest apologies.

It is just that...life sort of happened. It is almost exam period and next week all DPs will be published. Am I scared? More like terrified. But I'm so tired of worrying so right now I do absolutely anything but think about it. Unfortunately I went to Oudtshoorn for a week. Where I had to think. Because well lets face it, there's just so much a person can do in a setting of such nature. I just got elected on some board that's trying to save the environment, it would be a shame to give up on the dream of becoming a superhero. As well, I think I've decided I want to study a master in Sweden when I'm done with my LLB. Other than that I'm busy bleaching my hair to its utmost ability. And playing chess. And watching Arsenal & Criminal Minds, as well as abusing substances.

If you want something pretty to follow, rather do it via tumblr or twitter.

Until the next time, here's a fan picture that you can frame and put on your bedside table.

There are so many things which just doesn't seem to go right in my life at the moment. I've never studied this much in my entire life, yet for some reason I'm sitting with marks that shall not be spoken of. I've confused my social life into complete chaos. And I've lost my poor phone. So I'm stuck with some retarded blackberry like the rest of the people. But I'm happy. Weirdly enough.

I just want to find myself a pair of pretty running-shoes then I shall be back on my skinny-bitch-mission.

Other than that. This is too nice of an outfit!

So the deadline of the Company Law assignment has been postponed from Today to Monday.
Therefore I have now left the library, stopped at Spar and got; sushi, red bull, dark chocolate, fruit salad and juice in order to find some kind of inspiration and will be writing this mess for the rest of the weekend, only to begin my studies for development economics which in writing in a weeks time.
I'm busy listening to Eldvittnet by Lars Kepler. And that's about that. Farewell.

So this thing called life. Well it just keeps happening..
No matter how much I run. It just keeps happening.
Get another tattoo. Then run some more.
Learn something. Only to forget it later.
New music. New memories. New lies. No truths.

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I shall be becoming a skinnybitch so that I can get a new tattoo. That's a fact. So today I have eaten. A can of tuna. An avocado. An orange. Two eggs. And thousand cups of coffee. Hell to the fuck I am so full right now.

Now I need to continue studying. Hate re-exams. Stupidstupidstupid questions that I didn't know the answer to!

So personal financial planning. And tax. Be nice to me. Please.

Ahh. Too much coffee today! And my place is too goddamn dirty that I don't know where to look anymore without wanting to kill myself. Need a bath. Toodels!

Tired of this god awful rain that just doesn't seem to stop. Don't really want to study. But don't want to be a bum either. Spent way too long time walking in a way too steep angle today. Will most certainly die tomorrow. Have booked a flight home. Although no money is being withdrawn from my account. It is a mystery indeed! Busy being fascinated over these amazing notes of mine. Pity it didn't exactly help much. Busy drinking coffee and starving. Need that tattoo on skinny ribs. Thus; starvation and excessive exercise for the coming month....if not longer.....need to purchase carrots. Miss Max like crazy and hate my phone and the fact it doesn't want to bluetooth the pictures from East London and last night to my computer. Other than that? Tomorrow I shall be a dedicated geek, write on Tuesday and Wednesday, thereafter decorate my flat and hopefully do some washing.