Ah I've cleaned out this place. Moved around the few things possible to move around. Trying to figure out what fabric I want behind the beds and which photos to put in the frames I should put up sometime soon. I also need to replace the plastic in my kitchen as it's falling off. Then sort out burglar-bars on Monday and clean up my garden after the latest storm. And do some laundry. Also, I need new towels. Or well, I want new towels. And some candles..... Clearly I'm ignoring the fact that it's getting spring and living in the Swedish vibe of autumn. So much more pleasant in my opinion. And I need to put the photos into albums.

Now I'm gonna go and rent some movies as I don't have my hard drive here and I'm really not keen to go out. So I reckon filing and photo album creating shall be on my agenda of tonight!

So lately I've been rather sickn'tired of living the same life over and over again. So I have a plan! Radical change is called for. First I shall begin with this flat of mine. It just doesn't feel right when I walk through the door..

Just like the blind leading the blind. Asking me why, you won’t let the love in. Like the blind leading the blind. Only to find your feelings are nothing.

A day such as today have been spent doing pretty much nothing and accounting and nothing and accounting and nothing and accounting. Not that I'm all that certain that accounting counts as being something. But still. I have also....Made pancakes for breakfast. Then had fifteen cups of coffee. Downloaded A single man which apparently should be rather decent. Then Elm came past with donuts. And then we did some accounting. And now I'm baking scones so I can take to Cass in exchange for movieeeees!

That's pretty much it for now. Todilooo!

Been up all night
Staring at you
Wondering what's on your mind
I've been this way with so many before
But this feels like the first time

You want the sunrise
Go back to bed
I wanna make you laugh

Mess up my bed with me
Kick off the covers I'm waiting
Every word you say I think I should write down
Don't want forget come day light

Happy to lay here
Just happy to be here
I'm happy to know you
Play me a song
Your newest one
Please leave your taste on my tongue
Paperweight on my back
Cover me like a blanket

Mess up my bed with me
Kick off the covers I'm waiting
Every word you say I think I should write down
Don't want to forget come day light

And no need to worry
That's wasting time
And no need to wander
What's been on my mind
It's you
It's you
It's you

Every word you say I think I should write down
Don't want to forget come day light
And I give up
I let you in
You will cause I'm not counting

You made it back to sleep again
Wondering what you're dreaming

Day 29 – Your aspirations

I used to think money was everything. That anything could be purchased and that was the source of happiness. Now, what my aspirations are: I want to be happy. And I want to work with trade of some sort. And I want to have a home which has a library and a shoe-wardrobe. I might possibly want a family, I want to adopt children, and I want to study history. I want to travel and I want to be able to smile when I think about my life, and have more moments of joy than sadness.