We went to the library today, Paulina and myself. Merely because my internet wasn't working and urgent emails were to be sent. The horrible lump I got in my stomach as we entered the building made me realise some things are just not worth the pain they cause. How the time has passed, days, weeks, months really, and still it's the same. More significantly, I once again realised my head is going to win this war. It just has to. Luckily it gets easier every day.

Tomorrow we are buying shoes. Happiness in a box. Big fish - Swedish fish - Cardboard box!

Another day I shall retell the stories of how you manage to spend days on a yacht, fight about nothing, breakup, almost get killed by the animals that killed Mufasa, almost get a flat tyre next to a giraffe, hoot at elephants because they were looking the wrong way, listen to Swedish House Mafia, leave the beach for ice cream, design jewellery, consume anything with alcohol, get called whores and chased out like dogs, watch penguin-apartments, have picnics, eat lots&lots of seafood and trying desperately to forget something that never was, all in a few weeks time..

Until then...remember to always wear two pair of pants when you play golf....in case you get a hole in one.

1.Who’s the last person you talked to about sex?
No clue.
2.Have you ever sat in the back of a police car?
Yes.
3.Are you stubborn?
Yes.
4.If you took a drug test right now, would you pass?
Yes.
5.Who was the last person to be on a bed with you?
Paulina.
6.Do you tend to hold a grudge?
Yes.
7.Who is the last person that pissed you off?
A.
8.Whats something that bothers you about girls?
Their stupidity.
9.What’s a fact about the last person that texted you?
She smokes a pack a day.
10.Who sits in behind you in your math class?
Don't do maths, thank god.
11.Where is the biggest scar on your body?
The iron on my tummy.
13.Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
No.
14.When was the last time you fought with your parents?
Don’t know.
15.What was the last alcoholic beverage you drank?
Beer/Wine.
16.What would your last name be if you married the last person you texted?
Aspeling.
17.Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
Haha no.
18.Who was the last person to play with your hair?
Probably A.
19.Do you get along with girls?
Somewhat.
20.Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Yes.
21.Who was the last person you kissed on the cheek?
Fee maybe?
22.Who are your last 4 texts from?
Ali, Marcus, Elm, Kat.
23.Who was the last girl you talked to?
Paulina.
24.Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
Yes.
25.Would you ever get plastic surgery?
Yes.
26.Do you speak any other languages other than English?
Yes, Swedish, Spanish, Norwegian and possibly Afrikaans if necessary.
27.What was the last lie you told your mother?
Can’t remember, usually no point of lying as she's on the other side of the planet.
28.Have you ever had to call the cops on someone?
No.
29.What was the last compliment you received?
Generally don't take people too serious with such statements, probably something superficial.
30.Have you talked to a bitch today?
Not that I can recall.
31.Are your parents divorced?
Yes.
32.Have you had sex today?
Yes.
33.Do you judge​ people you don’​t know?​
Yes.
34.Are you a bad influ​ence?​
Possibly.
35.Is there anyone that’s in love with you right now?
Apparently.
36.Would you ever live with any of your best friends?
If necessary.
37.How many people in your life have you kissed?
Really?
38.Are you photogenic?
Can't complain.
39.Does anyone know a really deep and dark secret about you?
Probably, with my mouth..
40.Do you use birth control pills?
No.
41.When was the last time you went to a funeral?
Never been to one.
42.Has one of your boyfriends best friends ever tried to get with you?
No.
43.What do you receive the most compliments on?
My face.
44.Would you ever marry anyone for their money?
Yes.
45.Do you usually have a lot of drama in your life?
Yes.
46.Who do you think is the most attractive actor?
Jason Statham
47.How old is the last person you kissed on the lips?
25.
48.Have you ever walked away from someone who was yelling at you?
Yes.
49.Are you 100% over the last person you kissed?
Haha yes.
50.What’s one thing you don’t like about yourself?
Queen of procrastination.
51.Have you told anyone that you missed them lately?
Yes.

Now Playing? The Magic Numbers.
Today was the end and tomorrow shall be the beginning of something new.